I am a creature of habit, aren't we all though?
Whether those habits are beneficial to us or harmful.
I tend to repeat them day in and day out.
I sit here at the my computer {for the 70 billionth time}
I start to write. I erase it. I start to write again. I erase it.
Honestly, I don't know why. I find myself so often trying to please people or be a specific way that I begin to lose who I am. I find myself reading other blogs or reading Facebook and thinking to myself ,"
How on earth do these people always have it together?"
The lies start to creep in. I start to doubt myself.
Do you ever feel this way?
I was talking to some girlfriends about this because when I start going down that path I start to question everything that I am doing in my life. So, this my friends in a nutshell is why I haven't been blogging. It's not that I am too busy or that I don't have anything to say or write about. I get into a habit of believing lies and it hinders everything I do.
I need to get back to the place of letting His grace cover me and ignoring the lies. You would think since I am 32 I would finally start to 'get it' whatever 'it' really is I am not sure. I saw this on Pinterest yesterday and thought there is
so much truth in this for me.
What about you?
Are you nice to yourself? I know I struggle with this so much.
I'm realizing that I really need to change the way I talk to myself. I truly believe that I often believe the lies and live like they are true. So, here is to
ignoring the lies and soaking in His truth.
Happy Friday, Friends!
